Even in the hard...
This summer has been full of the unexpected. I have seen a neurologist, a rheumatologist, mental health, a Lyme specialist, and a sleep doctor. I have had an EEG done, nerve testing on all my limbs, multiple MRI's, and had my blood studied. I have woken in the middle of the night to severe pain, and wondered if I should ask my Strong Man to call 911. I have asked God if I was dying. My Strong man has woken in the middle of the night and asked me if he needed to take me to the hospital. He has missed work to take me to walk in care because I can't walk without holding onto the wall. Every test comes back normal, but my family has watched me drop the milk simply because my hands were too weak. They've watched me writhe in pain as they put ice packs on my head. We have moved our whole family to one floor because some days I struggle to walk upstairs. Getting ready for the EEG. It has been a hard summer, full of unexpected things....